Music - Counting crows - Anna begins

I'm so tired, i dont even know why i'm bothering. This will just be a whole load of rambleness so i'd go away now. You ever get it when one moment you are just sooooo happy, and then the next, you are so upset but you dont know why? Well, i got that now. and i hate it. Whats the point in being sad? I dont see one.

*if you dont want to talk about it then it isnt love*

Isnt music the best healer? But its also the breast heartbreaker, depending on the song. Anna begins makes me feel really happy when i'm happy, but much more sad when i'm depressed (i hate that word, it shouldnt exist)

*her kindness bangs a gong, its moving me along*

I've become almost hooked on music, especially songs that really touch me, even just seeing lyrics on a page touch me. The music is just a powerful bonus. Counting Crows deserve one hell of an award for their way with words. I wake up and music is in me, during the day i constanly sing, and in the evening i play it, listen to it and write it. Is that sad? I suppose its just who i am.

*i am not worried, i am not overly concerned*

Guys seem to play a large part in my life too. Not in a good way. Though i suppose the guy mates i have are really special to me, they're so funny and sweet, but you know when there is that one guy you really like, and you cant have him? it just kinda puts a downer on things. So many times i've wanted to tell him, but you just cant. Music doesnt give you guts, annoyingly.

Men suck!!!

*round here, you're always on my mind*

friends are good though, I couldnt live without my friends. they keep me happy. N i should thank them more than i do for being there, so guys, you know who you are, thankyou, i love you lots! I'm glad i have school, i wouldnt really see them otherwise, i never thought i'd enjoy it, the works ok but you cant beat a good double free with your mates, hehe.

*round here we stay up very, very, very late*

Though i cant really be staying up so late, i have to go.

Goodnight

so long
Hana
xxxxxxx